Sometimes, I feel dead.

I feel like I don't even exist, and I just have to be here, be here and "Sew myself together".

I feel like other people. Other people.

I'm not truly myself.



Yet I hide myself, I hide behind a mask, I don't want others digging into my roots, seeing what's actually going on inside my head.



I HAVE to hide what's truly going on inside of me, I have to hide my true intentions.